Stay Positive?

I feel depressed lately, and suddenly i have some poem idea flowing trough my brain cell. So well you don't have to read this if you don't want to.
If you feel interested, just aware of some warning below. Read at your own risk.

Warning: Suicidal thought, self-harm, anxiety, bla-bla-bla you know the rest of it.




You're strong. I said to you when you cry
You're strong. I said once more after your wrist bled
You're strong. I said last time before you fell into my hug
You're strong. I said again silently while soothing your back.

You have to be positive.
You're more than those mouths.
You're beautiful.
You shouldn't let those defeat a strong girl like you.

You did your best
You doing so great
You've done something magnificent.
You will always get my support no matter what verb you're using.

Show me that smile.
Show the world that cute laugh.
See everything around you and notice how great mother nature is
See the universe and realize you're not alone.

Everything will be okay
You're good
Human are too
You'll find someone better

Just remember 

I'll be here 

when you need someone

I'll be here 

when you need support

I'll be there 

when you said something bad to yourself

I'll be there 

before you shed more blood

Just 

Try

To be

Poisitive

I said.

You're strong. I said to the mirror.

I'm strong. I said as i break the mirror

I'm strong. I said once more while hitting my head to the wall

I'm strong. I said quietly while wipinh my tears to the pillow

I'm not.

I have to be positive.

No you can't

I'm more than those mouth.

You know those are true

I'm beautiful.

Your parents said you're ugly

I shouldn't let those defeat a strong girl like me

bold of you assume you're strong.

You did everything wrong

You're choosing a wrong path

Everything you've done will be a failure

No matter what verb you're using, you are the mistake.

Hold your tears

Hold your scream

see how your life is falling apart

see how bad your future could be

Everything will be worse

You're a dumbfuck

Society is a fuck

No one has ever loves you

Just remember

I'll always there

when you try to be positive

I'll always there 

to tell you how to use a noose

I'll always there

To tell how suck you're at living

I'll always there

to tell you how boring life is

but suicide is a sin

You're

Trapped

In

This

Hell

Named 

World

Sincerely I, your own thought

How it feels to make other strong while you're ripped apart inside

Try to smile and make smile with a hurt scar inside

Tell positive when you negative inside

Try to be happy while this tought filling you in the inside

I am dead

from the inside.